Once upon a time, my goal in life was to weigh 100 lbs.  It seemed no matter what I did, I couldn't get above 97 lbs!  Of course, this was 
years decades ago.  I also used to say I wasn't going to worry about how big my rear was--but lately it's creeping around my sides and saying hello from my hips.  I'll be the first to admit that I have no will power.  I joke that I have plenty of will power--it's
 won't power that I have trouble with.  There was a time when I could--and did--eat anything I wanted and not gain weight.  Then came the time when I could still eat pretty much whatever I wanted--as long as I exercised, too.  Now it seems that no matter what I do--or don't do--I gain weight.  Since Christmas, I've gained at least 10 lbs.  
In an effort to fight the good fight, I started walking this week with a couple of friends.  Monday we did about 2.5 miles.  Wednesday and Friday we upped it to 3 miles.  Tuesday I did Dr. Oz's workout, as well as Jillian Michaels' Shred.  Haven't lost anything, in fact I've gained!  Let's dissect yesterday.  Walked 3 miles.  Had a smoothie for breakfast and some BBQed Chicken Chunks from Walmart for lunch.  Met friends for dinner at our favorite Mexican restaurant where I had way too many tortilla chips and salsa.  My entree was a chicken burrito.  I did eat some of my rice, but none of the refried beans (I think they look like leftovers from other customers' plates).  About 8:30 I had a banana.  This morning I was up 1.5 lbs!  Guess I'm going to have to stay away from the Mexican place.
Seriously, what I need is a personal trainer.  More like a live in Jillian Michaels.  Someone to slap the Girl Scout cookies and jelly beans from my hand.  Someone to make sure I eat more fruits and veggies.  Someone to stand over me while I work out.  Am I lazy or just old?  Probably a bit of both!
Actually, I just have to want it more than I do right now.  About 10 years ago, I lost 20 lbs on the Atkins diet.  At that time, I could talk myself out of the Milky Ways staring me in the face at the checkout line.  I wanted to be thin more than I wanted the momentary satisfaction of the chocolate.  Right now, that's not the case.  
