Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why? Many, many times. I've suffered from depression for about as long as I can remember. Most of the time, it boils down to my perfectionism and not living up to my own expectations. Disappointment and rejection also factor in. I've written on here about the abyss I feel myself falling into and how sometimes I fight and do everything I can to prevent it--and other times I just don't have the energy and just let it happen. Darrell has the power to coax me out of it--once I finally let him in.